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Reading the opening lines of the story "Miracle" in the New
Yorker this summer, I feared I was about to be disappointed.
Judy Budnitz, an intelligent writer whose previous two books, Flying
Leap and If I Told You Once, I had admired in part for
their perceptive portrayal of female characters, was now thinking
about babies, and there, I thought, goes the neighborhood.
In that moment, I imagined a flood tide of books about new motherhood
as the next wave in chick lit. This may yet prove true, but I was
wrong to suppose Budnitz would be involved. "Miracle" turned out
to be an eerie exploration of a white couple's reactions to their
newborn's inexplicably coal-black skin, and quickly won me over.
In this strange, lovely story, Budnitz remains as alert as ever
to instances of the uncanny. The story's final image, of a young
mother poised to slice open her son's skin to uncover his true identity,
lingers; it suggests the unpleasant but fundamental truth that we
know little of those we love.
Much of Budnitz's new collection, Nice Big American Baby,
centers on such familial relationships, which the author, true to
form, mines for all their weird complexity. The title is taken from
the book's first story, "Where We Come From," which sounds notes
that resonate throughout the collection. In this story, a pregnant
woman named Precious, from an unnamed country that appears to be
Mexico, determines she will find a way to steal across the American
border to give birth to her son. The journey ultimately takes four
years, during which time the still-pregnant Precious "constructs
a sort of sling for herself, with shoulder straps and a strip of
webbing, to balance the weight. She uses a cane. She looks like
a spider, round fat body, limbs like sticks." "Nice big American
baby" is the mantra Precious chants during the ordeal of her pregnancy,
though she cannot know how literally her prayer will be answered:
that her son will emerge from her womb crying, in true American
fashion, "Give me, I want, I need, I deserve, I have earned."
Both "Where We Come From" and "Miracle" (which is also included
in the collection) move through the twilight terrain of parents
and infants, but some of the collection's strongest stories document
the equally strange wastelands that separate adult children from
their parents. In "Flush," a timid mother, terrified of the potential
result of her mammograms, coerces her daughters into undergoing
the tests for her. "Visitors" is perhaps the wisest and most unsettling
of the meditations on mothers and daughters. A series of increasingly
alarming telephone conversations between Meredith and her parentswho
have become lost while driving to visit the young womancontrast
with the mundane talks she has with her boyfriend while she waits
for them. (Alarming because the parents pick up a hitchhiker, who,
though minimally described, appears to be a latter-day relative
of Flannery O'Connor's Misfit; Meredith hears "the baying of dogs
under and over and around her mother's voice" during one of the
final phone calls.) Budnitz admirably conveys the protectiveness
and exasperation Meredith feels toward her parents through deadpan
dialogue with a skittering cadence:
"Where. . . . what are you near?"
"We just passed a billboard that said JESUS IS THE ANSWER. So what
was the question, I ask you? Now we're at a gas station with those
old-fashioned round-headed pumps. I should ask for directions, but
. . . you know how your father is about asking directions."
"What's he doing right now?"
"Washing the windshield with one of those sponge-and-scraper things."
"While he's distracted, why don't you run ask someone?"
"Oh, honey, don't be silly. Besides, I hate to bother the attendant
since we're not buying anything. We'll be there soon."
This offbeat sense of humor shines through at odd moments. The
narrator of "Saving Face" describes an impromptu sexual encounter
as "teeth crashing, hip bones knocking, like some incredibly complicated
docking maneuver between two orbiting spacecrafts"; and one need
know little more about the narrator of "Nadia" than that she imagines,
when her friend gets a mail-order bride from Eastern Europe, the
woman "running across a no-man's-land between her country and ours,
dressed in her leotard and bare feet, sprinting across a barren
minefield where tangles of barbed wire roll about like tumbleweeds."
Such antic descriptions make Budnitz's prose sparkle, but she also
has a talent for painting with a broader comical brush. "Preparedness"
documents an unnamed president's failures to force adherence to
a nationwide emergency preparedness system. Attempting to calm his
advisers during one botched test, he assures them, "No one's dead.
It's not real. It's just a stimulation."
Some of the stories in Nice Big American Baby turn a soberer
eye toward culture and politics; "Immersion," perhaps the best of
these, gives a girl's-eye view of racism in a '50s town, steering
clear of sentimental homily by means of spare prose and the child's
innate meanness. (She clearly knows exactly what she's doing when
she invites her cousin Mattie, who is ill with polio, to night-swim
in the pool the neighborhood black children have at long last asserted
their right to use.) And indeed, for all their fanciful plot events
and moments of wit, these stories are seriousmeaty and unsettling.
When Budnitz looks at people's relationships to their natural, adopted,
and sometimes imagined children, she does not see (as I had dreaded
she might ) expensive strollers and brightly colored outfits, the
signs of the sinister entitlement our generation seems to feel about
having babies. Rather, instances of unkindness, aberration, guilt,
confusion, and fear catch her eye; she uses her prodigious gifts
to coax her reader away from any native squeamishness, and toward
and into such difficult moments.
Emily Barton's second novel, Brookland,
will be published by Farrar, Straus & Giroux in 2006.
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