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Perusing this delicate yet powerful little book, we can't help but
admire the shapeliness, the eloquence, the stylishness, and the incisiveness
of the essay it contains. Nor can we fail to notice the witty paradoxes
that animate and lend additional sparkle to this bright display of originality
and intelligence. The first of these seeming contradictions involves
the apparently random, casual, and deceptively whimsical way in which
the piece is structured, the almost profligate inclusiveness that, as
Lee aptly notes, allows this essay of twentyfive or so pages to
consider "not only illness, but language, religion, sympathy, solitude,
and reading. Close to its surface are thoughts on madness, suicide,
and the afterlife. For good measure, it throws in dentists, American
literature, electricity, an organ grinder and a giant tortoise, the
cinema, the coming ice age, worms, snakes and mice, Chinese readers
of Shakespeare, housemaids' brooms swimming down the River Solent, and
the entire lifestory of the third Marchioness of Waterford." Skip
a sentence, and you'll miss the moment at which Woolf's attention turns
from the challenge of imagining heaven to the difficulty of reading
The Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire when one is ill. In
fact, each of the essay's mercurial, impulsive shifts reflects a solid
logic, an organized progression toward a particular goal, though only
in the final paragraphs of "On Being Ill" is the reader at last able
to see what Woolf has been working toward: an affecting, resonant recapitulation
and illustration of the inadequacy and superfluity of language in our
efforts to describe human suffering. Which is, perhaps needless to say,
also the most paradoxical aspect of the essaythe verbal pyrotechnics,
the scintillating clarity and richness of the phrases and sentences
in which Woolf tells us about the poverty and limitations of language.
In the final section of "On Being Ill," Woolf segues abruptly ("But
enough of Shakespearelet us turn to Augustus Hare") from a consideration
of the reasons why the invalid is the ideal reader of Shakespeare to
a summary of Augustus Hare's now forgotten The Story of Two Noble
Lives, an apparently middlebrow biography of two aristocratic British
women, Charlotte and Louisa Stuart. The essay ends with Lady Waterford
learning that her husband has been killed in a hunting accident: "She
knew it before they told her, and never could Sir John Leslie forget,
when he ran downstairs on the day of the burial, the beauty of the great
lady standing to see the hearse depart, nor, when he came back, how
the curtain, heavy, midVictorian, plush perhaps, was all crushed
together where she had grasped it in her agony." The passage echoes
an earlier section, in which Woolf describes how hard it is for a sufferer
to find the words to describe physical pain: "He is forced to coin words
himself, and, taking his pain in one hand, and a lump of pure sound
in the other. . . so to crush them together that a brand new word in
the end drops out." It's this crushing of sound, of the word, of pain,
of the velvet curtain, that, Woolf is saying, trumps all our efforts
to describe the universe of illness, the parallel world so close and
yet so distant from the realm of the healthy. It may well be that she's
right, that no one can describe that experience with accuracy, let alone
precision. Yet "On Being Ill" will convince its readers that no one
has ever come closerand in the process, provided more pleasure
and wisdomthan Virginia Woolf.
ClaiFrancine Prose's most recent book is The
Lives of the Muses: Nine Women and the Artists They Inspired (HarperCollins,
2002).
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