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If there ever was a cult, in 1984 I managed to sign up as its lieutenant.
All through my high-school years I'd planned to visit California and
plant myself at the feet of my hero, but before I'd managed it, he died.
So I clipped obituaries and went to college instead. When one of the
clippings announced the formation of a "Philip K. Dick Society" dedicated
to propagating his works and furthering his posthumous career, my flame
of pilgrimage was relit. I dropped out and hitchhiked west, and in Berkeley
I looked up Paul Williams, not the short blond songwriter, but the Crawdaddy!-founding
rock critic who had interviewed Dick for Rolling Stone in 1974
and become the estate's literary executor. He was wearing a Meat Puppets
T-shirt the day I found him. Paul made immediate good use of me, mostly
for licking stamps. I hosted the PKD Society's envelope-stuffing parties
in my Berkeley apartment, two blocks from the tiny woodframe house where
Dick had lived during the writing of his first ten or so novels. And,
a great thrill, I later sold the Dick estate a few dozen of the hundreds
of spare copies of paperbacks I'd assembledmy book hunting had
become obsessive, and by then I owned three, four, and even five copies
of most of the more than three dozen out-of-print titles. The estate
didn't. In order to "further his posthumous career," Paul needed copies
of the rarest books to send to prospective publishers. Vulcan's Hammer,
in other words, is sort of my fault.
In my role as Paul's sidekick I got a chance to sort through acres
of letters, outlines for novels never written, and personal ephemera,
like Dick's lease for an apartment in Fullerton, California ("two neutered
cats okay"), which for some reason I photocopied and have kept to this
day. I once handled Dick's personal copy of the I Ching (any
reader of The Man in the High Castle knows the talismanic importance
of that text), its hardcovers softened and swollen from use, like Ahab's
Bible retrieved from the Pequod. The book was full of paper slips
in Dick's handwriting, desperate inquiries into everyday subjects on
which Dick had turned to the oracle for consultation: Will [editor
X] accept the new draft of Policeman? Should I lend [Y] money for Seconal?
Will [Z] sleep with me? I also once owned a single gold earring
made by Dick's jeweler wife, another Man in the High Castlerelated
fetish. The earring was stolen by an ex-girlfriend of mine who didn't
understand its importancewho found my obsession with Dick embarrassing.
When Vintage completes the cycle in another couple of years, it will
have made available all of the '50s and '60s SF novelsthe ten
or fifteen books that originally made Dick's underground reputation
and the twenty-some weaker titles that always kept that reputation hobbled.
In the mid-'80s, the only one of those books that was at all easy to
find was Del Rey's Blade Runnertied-in reprint of Do Androids
Dream of Electric Sheep? But for the collectors and cognoscenti
who were tuned in to Paul's PKD Society newsletters, the market was
flooded with outré material just reaching first light in expensive small-press
hardcoversUbik: The Screenplay, The Dark Haired Girl
(essays), Nick and the Glimmung (a children's book), five volumes
of Selected Letters, and enough previously unpublished realist
novels from Dick's thwarted "mainstream" efforts of the '50s to make
up another writer's whole career: Mary and the Giant, The
Broken Bubble, Gather Yourselves Together, In Milton Lumky
Territory, The Man Whose Teeth Were All Exactly Alike, Humpty
Dumpty in Oakland, and Puttering About in a Small Land. Now
the situation is exactly reversed, and that list I've just typed out
might serve to fuel another fifteen-year-old's obsessive quest. In a
sense, the "lost" and the "found" Dick have swapped places, twice.
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