LISA APPIGNANESI: When I looked
at your publications page in The Sweetest Dream I was struck
by the sheer size of itsome two dozen works: long novels, collections
of short stories, plays, operas. How have you managed such extraordinary
productivity? Where does the inspiration come from?
DORIS LESSING: It's not inspiration. You see, I haven't done much
else. I haven't had a vivid social life. And all kinds of circumstances
have kept me pretty tightly circumscribed. What I've done is write.
I used to have a very great deal of energy, which, alas, seems to
have leaked away out of my toes somewhere. So I don't know. I'm just
a natural writer. I can't imagine doing anything else.
LA: You say you don't do much
else apart from write, yet you seem to have a wealth of ideas. Where
do they come from? Do they soak into you from the streets?
DL: Yes, they do soak into me from the streets or anywhere. I was
on the underground yesterday and I was watching a fascinating group
of English girls, office girls I think, off to a party. And they are
so smart. They were having such a good time. I was contrasting them
with me at that age and also looking at how they were dressed. They
might just as well have been in uniform. Their clothes were practically
identical, and the knots on their scarves were identical. I think
we are people who need conformity. And that set me offI had
a nice sort of plot appear in my mind and vanish again.
LA: When beginning a book, do
you know what kind of book it will be? I know you dislike critical
categories since they don't grow out of the actual writing, but do
you know in the broadest sense if it's, say, a realist canvas?
DL: Oh, yes. I know exactly what I'm going to do. But, if you've
ever actually analyzed a realist novel, "realism" does rather vanish
doesn't it? I was listening to a reading of Jane Austen's Pride
and Prejudice last night on the radio and thinking how her realism
is set up so carefully. I mean, no science fiction writer could do
it better than she does. Or Charlotte Brontë. That's supposedly
realism. But, in fact, it's always on the verge of the grotesque,
something impossible.
LA: Nonetheless, within literary
convention, there are still differences between a fable or a tale
and a realist canvas, a difference between say, The Golden Notebook
and the "Canopus in Argos" series.
DL: I don't think like that. What happens is I get seized by the
pleasure of an idea. There's a phrase for it. It's the "fine delight
that follows thought." That's Gerard Manley Hopkins. Something happens,
or you overhear something, and you suddenly get seized with the sheer
pleasure of it. Critics don't understand that. They're always suggesting,
for instance, that you wrote a book where you were influenced by Kierkegaard
or someone. Instead, you were influenced simply by the pleasure, the
delight of an idea.
LA: And the girls on the tube.
DL: Actually it was a Muriel Spark novel I was thinking of. She would
like those girls.
LA: You've just been in terrible
trouble for saying that feminism is all rot and that it went off in
the wrong direction.
DL: The whole thing is a joke. I was in Edinburgh. There was one
question about feminism, and I said what I was thinking at the time,
which was that it had gone too far. And I told the story about this
teacher telling her class of nine and tenyearolds
that war was all the fault of the boys. You can imagine the result
on the little boys, and the little girls were being so conceited.
The Guardian journalistThe Guardian, as far as
I'm concerned, is the pitswrote an article quoting half of what
I said, and she made up the rest. The trouble I got into was over
supposedly saying that women now had parity with men in earnings.
But in fact, I never said it. I couldn't possibly have said it. What
a fuss. And the vitriolic letters I got from my everloving sisters.
Anyway, I think I'm more of a feminist than they are because my agendaequal
pay for equal work, equal opportunity, and decent nursery provisionis
one they haven't caught up with. My mentor when I was a girl used
to quote this to us and say, until you've got this you haven't got
equality with men. Nothing has changed. Where are the feminists out
fighting for things like decent nursery provision? Nowhere. They're
all up on stages somewhere.
LA: Can you give me a very brief
history of your political passions?
DL: Well, the very first one, when I was growing up, was trying to
change the racist situation for blacks in Southern Rhodesia. After
that, I don't think that I have had passionate positions. I certainly
didn't have one on feminism, because when I wrote The Golden Notebook,
I had other ideas in mind.
LA: You were interested in the
breakdown of belief in Communism.
DL: Yes. What I was writing about was extreme positions. It was about
free women who broke down into madness, people who went crazy.
LA: Are you saying you didn't
experience political passion, that you only watched that in others?
DL: No, I had about two years of the pure "being a Communist" in
Southern Rhodesia. It disappeared very fast because I was married
to a 150% Communist, Gottfried Lessing. That cures you very quickly.
A man who would send you to Coventry for five days if you made a remark
about Stalin. He didn't change at all his entire life. I read in one
of the reviews of The Sweetest Dream that Comrade Johnny was
a caricature. He's not a caricature. This is what they were like.
LA: The Sweetest Dream
begins in the '60s, a period you initially described while you were
living through it, in part of the "Children of Violence" sequence.
You've come back to it now and judge it harshly. Do you think that
your perspective has changed on what it was that the '60s were about?
DL: Well, I need to begin by saying that I have friends who were
young in the '60s and say it was the most wonderful time that ever
was, that I'm just being an old sourpuss and I don't understand how
fantastic it was. But I was that particular '60s figure (like Frances,
in the book): a house mother. These kids were in the most diabolical
trouble, every one of them. Why were they? I mean they were probably
the most privileged generation that ever existed. There never has
been a generation that was so well off and so well clothed and so
well fed. But the fallout was immense, and the people ended up in
loony bins and committing suicide and have never got over drugs and
so on.
LA: Why do you think that was?
DL: I personally think you cannot have two major world wars with
all the horror of it and then say, OK, that's fine, enough, finished.
Now we're going to be peaceful and happy. I don't think it happens
like that. And all these kids had been children in the war or had
fathers off fighting, or some of them had, you know, been close to
the war. I think that in some deep psychological way the Second World
War was working its way out in the '60s and '70s. Funny how we never
talked about it. But it was a very, very violent time.
LA: You say in your author's
note to The Sweetest Dream, "I'm not writing volume three of
my autobiography because of possible hurt to vulnerable people, which
does not mean I have novelized autobiography." In other words, you're
saying that this book exists instead of volume three of your autobiography.
What's the difference?
DL: Well, take the '60s scene . . . They're all invented characters,
some of them borrowed from other households, because you know I was
not the only Earth Mother around. I didn't want to use people who
were actually there, you know, who are friends of mine. It's not fair.
But I hope I got the atmosphere of the '60s right. That's what I wanted
to do. Now as for this hospital in Africa I visited, if I had described
only what I saw with this particular doctor in the bush, it would
be a kind of reporting. But I didn't. I married together that which
I heard a great deal about and saw with a trip I made in the company
of an oldfashioned Catholic priest and a newfashioned
nun who was a feminist and hated the pope, and mixed all this together
and made it part of a novel.
LA: Do you think when you transform
this real experience into fiction you end up marrying more qualities
and characteristics, that you end up with a more "typical" experience
than if you had stuck to the strictly autobiographical truth?
DL: Yes. See, I could have described a trip for, I think it was a
week, in the company of my priest and the nun up to these wild places,
and it would have made a very entertaining account, believe me. Can
you imagine this scene, this oldfashioned priest listening to
this nun carrying on about the pope? "Well, yes, sister. But I cannot
help feeling that you are not taking all the factors into account.
. . ." I could have done that. But if you mix it all up like a syrup
pudding, you get a different feel to it.
LA: Comparing your autobiographical
volumes to the new novel, do you think the way you use memory is different
from the way you employ imagination?
DL: Yes. For the autobiography I worked hard trying to remember what
really happened. Until I sat down to write, I had never thought about
the subject. I just assumed, well, I'd remember it all. Then it suddenly
occurred to me just how much one's parents put memories into one.
So I spent enormous amounts of time asking, Did that really happen
or did I make it up? I think my memories are more or less true but,
you know, it's very interesting if you keep a diary how you can look
back and see the difference between what you saw happen and what memory
has made of it.
LA: Did you keep a diary for
this period?
DL: I didn't keep a diaryI had notes of various kinds. I'm
pretty well certain about most of it. But the real question that bothered
me is that autobiography is supposed to be your life. But you can't
possibly write it all, otherwise you'd write millions of words. So
you cut out whole rafts of people, scenes, and events. How can this
be true? You have to choose, just like writing a novel. Out this goes,
out that goes.
LA: Do you have a particular
favorite among your books?
DL: Yes. I think the two books that are likely to, certainly short
term, be remembered are The Grass Is Singing and The Golden
Notebook. The Grass Is Singing because it was such a period
piece of its time, and The Golden Notebook because it was also
so much of its time. But I'm wondering about the others, you see,
because I thinkwell what would The Fifth Child look like
fifty years from now? I just don't know.
LA: In The Sweetest Dream
you show how Africans who have been educated here then go back to
Africa and take bits of Englishness with them, either in distorted
or in good ways. You've created this wonderful picture of Zimbabwe,
of idealism going astray.
DL: Oh, it's so politically incorrect. My God. The response has been
a stunned silence. First I have all this business about the character
Sylvia being so white. The facts are, right, black men are fascinated
by white women. And one of them told me, "Doris, you know that every
black man's dream when he comes to England is to get into bed with
a white woman and stroke that long, blond hair." This book is just
about as politically incorrect as it could be, I'm delighted to say.
LA: Yes, it reminds me of your
saying that the thing feminism hadn't given us was a sense of our
own ridiculousness.
DL: Well, you know, God, that was a time. You see, I just feel I'm
very glad that period went by. Switch this off and I'll tell you a
funny story.